A Slight Twist of Fate

Have you ever felt an emotion that you just couldn't control? You try to resist it, you know that its not something you should act upon. But sometimes you wonder how much longer you can resist. And you know that feeling this emotion, can sometimes not be healthy. Actually a lot times this emotion can lead to some rather unhealthy behavior. And you know that they way it applies to this particular person, is well, particularily unhealthy. Right now I probably have you a little confused about what emotion I'm referring to. I like that, in fact I love confusing my readers. I'm sure you have your guesses, and you are most likely wrong. You probably are thinking yourself what is she talking about there are very few emotions that can have that powerful an effect on a person. You are probably pretty cocky right about now. If I had to guess you are probably thinking there's only two emotions that can have that strong effect on a person. Perhaps you are even saying to yourself that old cliche right now. That there's a fine line between the two. And you probably feel you have pretty good odds right now. Would you care to make a bet? Cause I know I have better bet. Last shot for bets, alright no takers. Personally I don't really don't fully believe in that fine line between thing. But that's another blog, because it's not either of those emotions. No I'm talking about revulsion. It's one of those emotions that's not talked about. Perhaps because they are too busy talking about hatred. I bet you are wondering what's the difference. I say they are starkly different, not as much as night and day. But still there are some major differences. How about we let the dictionary decide. It defines revulsion as a sudden strong change or reaction in feeling, especially a feeling of violent disgust or loathing. On the other hand hatred is intense animosity or hostilty. Perhaps you asking what's the difference. I personally believe there's a big difference, hatred can be overcome. On the other hand revulsion, the person used to think happy thoughts and their mind has been swayed the other way. If you ask me that's extremely difficult to overcome.

Anyway I think I got a little distracted taunting my readers. Though I must admit its lots of fun, but still I must return to the point of my blog. Why was my point again? I must also admit I tend to lose my points. Oh yes, repulsion and how it's not a healthy emotion. After all it's one of those emotions that seems to always turn up in Shakespeare's tragedies. And those things always end up with the majority of the characters dead. So needless to say I must get over my obsession. I could get even but that's not healthy at all, and bad karma too. Besides in this case, as in many, if I'm patient they'll probably end up getting even with themselves. Maybe you're asking how's that possible. Well it's highly likely they will out of frustration when they don't get what they want.