June 26, 2008

What if?

Recently I saw a movie preview where instead of missing her train she caught it. And that one event changed her entire life. I couldn't help but think how realistic it is. Cause let's face it, how often does something like that happen where one little event could perhaps change everything. There are lots of these moments that have happened throughout history. If they didn't alternative history books wouldn't be so popular. Where I going with this? I guess sometimes wonder what if one or two moments happened differently. Would things be different, could they perhaps be better or maybe even worse. I know we aren't supposed live back with regret. And I wouldn't say it's regret, because I can think for the most part things turned out better. But I guess there are one or two moments that perhaps make me do a small gut check. They say in life there's a reason that you make certain decisions or that certain things happens. Let's face it there's something to learn from everything and everyone.

Rambling Thoughts...

I'm sitting here thinking of you...
Are you there thinking of me...
Like me are you sitting there...
Asking could things have different...
Could they have had a better outcome...
Or just accept this is the way things to be...
Could it really just be bad timing...
Perhaps there's more there...
Or maybe what it comes down to...
Is just that we just didn't want to fight for it...
I know you don't want to hear that...
But it is true and the truth hurts...
I know you think you are fighting...
But what you are doing is hiding...