Pitter Patter...
All day I've been hearing you...
There you go again...
Pitter Patter...
How can something so small...
Make such a large noise...
Mr Pitter Patter...
Do you have any idea...
Of the effect you have...
How much you are needed...
But that doesn't always mean...
Everyone loves to see you...
I must admit sometimes I don't...
You make me so sleepy...
And you make me want to...
Spend all day in bed...
And just lay there...
Why must you take away...
My friend the sun...
Are you jealous of the way...
I love them so...
Or perhaps it's just...
A plea for attention....
Whatever it is could you just go away...
You non-stop pitter patter all day...
Is starting to give me a headache...
November 30, 2008
This Chick's Opinion
I don't know why I'm suddenly thinking about this but recently one of my close girlfriends and I had this debate over the importance of chemistry. She had the attitude that people exaggerate the importance of chemistry when meeting someone new. As you probably already guessed I disagreed, at least somewhat. Yes there are things more important than physical attraction to build a solid relationship. A strong friendship and shared goals and interests are certainly much more important. But all that being said, you still need more than that to make a relationship work. No matter how much you have in common, if you don't want to so much as kiss the person sitting across from you there may be limited potential for a happy ever after. Chemistry alone won't get you through the tough times but it certainly will help you want to fight. At least that's my personal opinion.
Pitter Patter
Right now I'm sitting here listening to the rain. The constant stream of pitter patter on my fire escape seems unending. It's been raining for hours and it's so dreary outside that I don't want to leave my nice warm apartment. Now that Thanksgiving has come and past Christmas and the encrouching New Year are on the horizon. I can't believe how quickly another year has come and past. I can't help but wonder what have I really accomplished this year. On each and every day did I wake up and do something trully productive. Or I am perhaps waking up everyday and going to a dead end job and allowing someone else to make money off the fruits of my labor. This year I just turned 31 and how much have I really trully accomplished since the ten years since I've turned 21. Over the last couple of years how many nights have I drowned away in an alcohol induced daze only to wake up the next day with a pounding hangover. How many nights have I wasted on bad dates that were going to nowhere. Heck most of them were with men that I didn't even want to kiss at the end of the night. Isn't the New York single life supposed to be filled with fun nights with the endless flow of alcohol that you don't have to pay for and good cheap hot sex with men you'll never see again. Anytime I've tried have great hot cheap sex something has gone horribly wrong. Maybe perhaps it's not for me. I guess it's just I've been by myself for so long now I'm just not sure I'm ready to give up my independence. But I really do want to start a family. Maybe I just haven't met the right person and when I do it will be easy for me to give some of my independence up.
November 29, 2008
My Revised Man List
I decided after one of my girlfriends put together a list of qualities in a man that it has been too long and maybe it's time to revamp my list a little bit.
Personality:
1. Honest and Sincere - We'll Duh there's a reason they say that honesty is the best policy. I let you in on a little secret. Women would give men a break more often they men realize. It's when they try to cover up their mistakes with lies that get them in trouble. Trust me if you admit when you are wrong you'll earn major brownie points. That's what separates the men from the boys. Though I have to admit there are two things under no circumstance will I ever forgive. They are probably pretty obvious; cheating, and abusiveness (verbal and physical).
2. Trustworthy - If he's not someone that I trust to tell all my deepest darkest secrets to (not that I have that many. Let's face it I'm not too good at keeping things to myself. My biggest problem is that I have no shame. I tell everyone everything)
3. Faithful, Loyal and Dependable - It's important that the person that I'm with is there for the good times and the bad. I'm an incredibly loyal person, I expect the same from anyone that I date. And yes if you abuse it I recommend you start running quickly. Well I think this one is pretty obvious nobody wants to date a cheater.
4. Down To Earth - I may joke that I'm named after a Princess, but I must be honest I'm probably about as far from a Princess you can get. It's kinda ironic that I joke around about that because Prissy Princesses made my elementary school experiences horrid. In the second grade, I used to jump rope with the geeky boys that got picked last in sports. Therefore, I don't want to date a princess.
5. Upbeat - He must have a positive attitude and a high level of energy. He must be an energizer bunny like me.
6. Funny - He should have a good sense of humor, and how to make me laugh. And appreciate my corny jokes and wacky sense of humor.
7. Intelligent not an intellectual snob - Brains are important but they are not everything you shouldn't look down on other people. There's nothing worse than someone who belittles someone else.
8. Talkative - I understand guys like to chill in front of the tube and watch ESPN, when they first come home. But I love to run my mouth and I need to be with someone that will put up with it.
9. A little bit goofy, perhaps maybe more than a little - This relates to the similarities last thing, of all the Disney Characters I relate best to Goofy. Lets face I'm a klutz. I am the chick who tripped over her own foot playing kickball in fourth grade and knocked out a tooth. And besides there are some pretty stupid things that come out of my mouth.
10. Can put up my bad impressions and has a few himself (See the goofy thing above)
Personal Self/Beliefs
1. Passionate about Life - He must love being alive and jumping out bed every morning. Especially when he has someone as special as me in his life.
2. Self-respect - I've learned how important it is to be treated with respect in a relationship, and expect whoever I with to understand that too. I don't want to be with a doormat.
3. Self-Confidence - Read not cocky. He should be comfortable enough to approach me. I'm not that hard to talk to. See above: Down to earth.
4. Knows the importance of self-development. You are never gonna get anywhere in life if you are not constantly growing mentally and emotionally.
5. Comfortable with himself - A guy should be comfortable with himself. I don't want to be with someone who wants to pretend to be someone else. It's one thing for a man to have all the qualities on this list, but another for him to use them. I'm mature enough to look behind the outside on a guy and see the man on the inside, but it's not do me or him any good if he cannot see it himself. This for those nice guys that pretend they are assholes, because they think that's what all women want. Sorry but only immature girls that want assholes, real women have enough self-respect to wait for a nice guy.
6. High Integrity - I want to be with someone that sticks to their guns. When I believe in something or someone I stick to it in thick and thin. I expect the same from anyone that I would have a relationship with.
7. The ability to Forgive - We all make mistakes from time to time. He may need the ability to look past some of the stupid things I say. One of my friends refers to them as backhanded compliments. And I'm sure he'll do some stupid things I'll have to look past. That's what a relationship is give and take.
8. Humble and Modest - I guess this may be another way of saying down to earth. But I figure it can't hurt to have it twice. Basically what this means is that his feet are planted firmly on the ground. Arrogance doesn't impress me much.
9. Has a high level of energy - I'm like the energizer bunny, so anyone I date should be able to keep up with me.
10. Handles Stress with ease - I think this is pretty self-explanatory. Life is too short to get stressed out over the small stuff.
11. Patience - Can we say duh yet again? Who wants to be with someone that's impatient. When they say patience is a virtue, whoever they are is right.
12. Has control of his temper - Let's face it angry people aren't fun.
13. Understands that a Real Man doesn't have to be a Macho Man- This is probably pretty self-explanatory. A real man doesn't always have to prove his masculinity every minute of the day. Manhood is not defined by how much money you make, what car you drive or how many women he's slept with. It's what on the inside that counts.
14. Understands that money is important but doesn't see the value of flashing it around.
15. Good Communicator - Another Duh! Who wants someone with bad communication skills. It's very important for someone to be able to talk and express themselves to have a relationship that works.
16. Is an optimistic realist - Another words he lives in the real world, not a fantasy world. But at the same time he sees things through rose colored glasses.
When in a Relationship
1. GETS ME - I guess what that means is a strong connection. You know one of those couples that can communicate without talking, you know can exchange a conversation with a few glances. I've always wanted to have a relationship with that type of connection with someone, and never have... You know chemistry, I think it's one of the most important parts of a relationship. Without it a relationship is doomed from start.
2. Capable of Interdependency in a relationship - Let's face it's the best of both worlds: dependant and independent.
3. Encourages me to be a better person and better myself - Do I really need to explain this doesn't everyone want this?
4. Open-minded - He must be willing to try things that I'm interested in once in awhile even if he hates it. If I can put up with his sports games, he can put with whatever silly interests I have, too. Maybe we can even find a silly one we'll both share.
5. Courteous and Respectful - Another one that doesn't everyone want? It's one of those things that goes both ways.
6. Accepts me as I am - If you truly love a person you like them as they are and you don't want to change a thing about them. I don't want to be with someone that I want to change either.
7. He's a gentleman - I'm a modern woman but it's still nice to have a man who opens doors and helps you put your coat on. It's about respect and it's little things that add up. I never realized before I was such a traditionalist. I guess underneath all I'm a hopeless romantic.
8. Good Listener - Not only is being talkative important but so listening. Otherwise it's just nothing more than a one way conversation.
9. Handles conflicts well - Who wants to be with someone that can't handle conflict?
10. Able to Express Emotions - It's important in relationship for the person to be express how they feel. Just like a man is not a mind reader neither is a woman.
11. Flexible - For any long term relationship to work it's important for both people to compromise. If not the relationship just won't work.
12. Romantic - Do I really need to explain? Just in case. A man should understand the value of romance in a relationship. And I don't mean buying overpriced roses. I mean the little gestures like remembering the little things like surprising me with one of my many favorite sweet treats, or a foot massages.
13. Knows how to find my warm fuzzy side - I guess this is a continuation of the last one. He'll have to go through layers of ice, regrettably. Yes there is a very warm fuzzy hopeless romantic in here. Yeah I hate to admit but I'm a closet hopeless romantic. Please don't tell anyone, I have a reputation to protect.
Goals And Dreams
1. Believes in the importance of Freedom both personal and financial. They are two of my biggest goals in life. Anyone that I would have a significant relationship with would have those goals too.
2. Dreams Big- He must be ambitious and have definite goals. He must have lofty dreams like me. If you can't be able to dream what do you have to live for. He must think there are better things to do in this world than become a couch potato.
3. Dedicated and Ambitious - I think this has been said before too, but again it doesn't hurt to repetitive. I respect someone who has ambition and goals in life and believes they can be successful.
Personal Values/Interests/ETC
1. Good Personal Hygiene - Duh, nobody wants to date someone that smells like the creature that's been stinking up the A train.
2. Understands the importance of culture. Enjoys art museums, plays and musicals, and music. Just imagine how empty this world would be without that stuff. If we want to encourage it's growth, we must support it.
3. Treat my family the way you expect me to treat yours -- Duh if you can't give my family respect I'm not gonna give any to yours. I know they are pains in the ass, in fact I'm the person to say it. But if you feel free to talk about mine, in fact I really don't care if you do, they do a lot to deserve it. But expect to hear me talk about yours when they are wrong, too. Turn around is fair play.
4. Is somewhat of history buff, we must learn from the past otherwise we are doomed to repeat it.
5. Likes To Clean - Someone is gonna have to clean up my messes in the Kitchen. After all, I'm not always so good at it. You know that whole ying and yang thingie.
6. Has a sweet tooth - I have a mouth full of them, he should have a few too. Besides he should appreciate my homemade chocolate chip cookies.
7. Loves to travel --Both here and overseas. I've always wanted to drive cross country. Actually I'd love to just throw a couple of bags in the trunk and hit the open road with no destination in mind. To me that's just ultimate freedom. Overseas obviously the usual Europe (Italy, France, England, Scotland, Holland, yadda, yadda,yadda), Australia, New Zealand (Yes, the Lord of the Rings did inspire me to wanna go there, but who could see the scenery in that movie and not want to go there), the usual Caribbean beaches, hmmm I think I need something more exotic. I'll have to come up with something.
8. Has a spiritual side to him, but not's religous.
9. Believes that there should be places where nature should be left alone and appreciated. Humans weren't put on this planet to destroy and deplete all it's resources. Wow did I just write that, I'm starting to learn a lot about myself.
10. Knows how to fix things or how to call to call someone who can -- Do I really need to explain this? If you can't fix it be man enough to call someone that can.
11. Like me is tired of opposites attract and is looking for a similarities last thing. In other words he's looking for someone that has a lot of these things too.
12. Reads this whole list and still isn't intimated by dating me. I know it's long. When can I say this time around I've decided not to settle. And my ideal man wouldn't want to settle either. Hopefully he has list just as long that I fit. Also realizes when he reads it that it's him. Oh and he also doesn't pick on my terrible spelling and grammar.
Optional Upgrades - Wouldn't it be cool if we could factory order new boyfriends like new cars. You know factory build with optional additional features. Unlike the other section section these are just as I think of them. I'm weird, I know I've been told, but then again what exactly is normal?
1. Beach house complete with tiki bar, huge deck, jacuzzi, and outdoor pool table.
2. Likes to play pool ---Is that a surprise after #1
3. Likes to share sunsets with someone special ---again is that a surprise after #1.
4. A house along a lake wouldn't hurt either like in Maine or Vermont couldn't either.
5. Appreciates the little things like feeding the ducks, shouldn't be a surprise after number 4. Besides they are so cute and fuzzy.
Personality:
1. Honest and Sincere - We'll Duh there's a reason they say that honesty is the best policy. I let you in on a little secret. Women would give men a break more often they men realize. It's when they try to cover up their mistakes with lies that get them in trouble. Trust me if you admit when you are wrong you'll earn major brownie points. That's what separates the men from the boys. Though I have to admit there are two things under no circumstance will I ever forgive. They are probably pretty obvious; cheating, and abusiveness (verbal and physical).
2. Trustworthy - If he's not someone that I trust to tell all my deepest darkest secrets to (not that I have that many. Let's face it I'm not too good at keeping things to myself. My biggest problem is that I have no shame. I tell everyone everything)
3. Faithful, Loyal and Dependable - It's important that the person that I'm with is there for the good times and the bad. I'm an incredibly loyal person, I expect the same from anyone that I date. And yes if you abuse it I recommend you start running quickly. Well I think this one is pretty obvious nobody wants to date a cheater.
4. Down To Earth - I may joke that I'm named after a Princess, but I must be honest I'm probably about as far from a Princess you can get. It's kinda ironic that I joke around about that because Prissy Princesses made my elementary school experiences horrid. In the second grade, I used to jump rope with the geeky boys that got picked last in sports. Therefore, I don't want to date a princess.
5. Upbeat - He must have a positive attitude and a high level of energy. He must be an energizer bunny like me.
6. Funny - He should have a good sense of humor, and how to make me laugh. And appreciate my corny jokes and wacky sense of humor.
7. Intelligent not an intellectual snob - Brains are important but they are not everything you shouldn't look down on other people. There's nothing worse than someone who belittles someone else.
8. Talkative - I understand guys like to chill in front of the tube and watch ESPN, when they first come home. But I love to run my mouth and I need to be with someone that will put up with it.
9. A little bit goofy, perhaps maybe more than a little - This relates to the similarities last thing, of all the Disney Characters I relate best to Goofy. Lets face I'm a klutz. I am the chick who tripped over her own foot playing kickball in fourth grade and knocked out a tooth. And besides there are some pretty stupid things that come out of my mouth.
10. Can put up my bad impressions and has a few himself (See the goofy thing above)
Personal Self/Beliefs
1. Passionate about Life - He must love being alive and jumping out bed every morning. Especially when he has someone as special as me in his life.
2. Self-respect - I've learned how important it is to be treated with respect in a relationship, and expect whoever I with to understand that too. I don't want to be with a doormat.
3. Self-Confidence - Read not cocky. He should be comfortable enough to approach me. I'm not that hard to talk to. See above: Down to earth.
4. Knows the importance of self-development. You are never gonna get anywhere in life if you are not constantly growing mentally and emotionally.
5. Comfortable with himself - A guy should be comfortable with himself. I don't want to be with someone who wants to pretend to be someone else. It's one thing for a man to have all the qualities on this list, but another for him to use them. I'm mature enough to look behind the outside on a guy and see the man on the inside, but it's not do me or him any good if he cannot see it himself. This for those nice guys that pretend they are assholes, because they think that's what all women want. Sorry but only immature girls that want assholes, real women have enough self-respect to wait for a nice guy.
6. High Integrity - I want to be with someone that sticks to their guns. When I believe in something or someone I stick to it in thick and thin. I expect the same from anyone that I would have a relationship with.
7. The ability to Forgive - We all make mistakes from time to time. He may need the ability to look past some of the stupid things I say. One of my friends refers to them as backhanded compliments. And I'm sure he'll do some stupid things I'll have to look past. That's what a relationship is give and take.
8. Humble and Modest - I guess this may be another way of saying down to earth. But I figure it can't hurt to have it twice. Basically what this means is that his feet are planted firmly on the ground. Arrogance doesn't impress me much.
9. Has a high level of energy - I'm like the energizer bunny, so anyone I date should be able to keep up with me.
10. Handles Stress with ease - I think this is pretty self-explanatory. Life is too short to get stressed out over the small stuff.
11. Patience - Can we say duh yet again? Who wants to be with someone that's impatient. When they say patience is a virtue, whoever they are is right.
12. Has control of his temper - Let's face it angry people aren't fun.
13. Understands that a Real Man doesn't have to be a Macho Man- This is probably pretty self-explanatory. A real man doesn't always have to prove his masculinity every minute of the day. Manhood is not defined by how much money you make, what car you drive or how many women he's slept with. It's what on the inside that counts.
14. Understands that money is important but doesn't see the value of flashing it around.
15. Good Communicator - Another Duh! Who wants someone with bad communication skills. It's very important for someone to be able to talk and express themselves to have a relationship that works.
16. Is an optimistic realist - Another words he lives in the real world, not a fantasy world. But at the same time he sees things through rose colored glasses.
When in a Relationship
1. GETS ME - I guess what that means is a strong connection. You know one of those couples that can communicate without talking, you know can exchange a conversation with a few glances. I've always wanted to have a relationship with that type of connection with someone, and never have... You know chemistry, I think it's one of the most important parts of a relationship. Without it a relationship is doomed from start.
2. Capable of Interdependency in a relationship - Let's face it's the best of both worlds: dependant and independent.
3. Encourages me to be a better person and better myself - Do I really need to explain this doesn't everyone want this?
4. Open-minded - He must be willing to try things that I'm interested in once in awhile even if he hates it. If I can put up with his sports games, he can put with whatever silly interests I have, too. Maybe we can even find a silly one we'll both share.
5. Courteous and Respectful - Another one that doesn't everyone want? It's one of those things that goes both ways.
6. Accepts me as I am - If you truly love a person you like them as they are and you don't want to change a thing about them. I don't want to be with someone that I want to change either.
7. He's a gentleman - I'm a modern woman but it's still nice to have a man who opens doors and helps you put your coat on. It's about respect and it's little things that add up. I never realized before I was such a traditionalist. I guess underneath all I'm a hopeless romantic.
8. Good Listener - Not only is being talkative important but so listening. Otherwise it's just nothing more than a one way conversation.
9. Handles conflicts well - Who wants to be with someone that can't handle conflict?
10. Able to Express Emotions - It's important in relationship for the person to be express how they feel. Just like a man is not a mind reader neither is a woman.
11. Flexible - For any long term relationship to work it's important for both people to compromise. If not the relationship just won't work.
12. Romantic - Do I really need to explain? Just in case. A man should understand the value of romance in a relationship. And I don't mean buying overpriced roses. I mean the little gestures like remembering the little things like surprising me with one of my many favorite sweet treats, or a foot massages.
13. Knows how to find my warm fuzzy side - I guess this is a continuation of the last one. He'll have to go through layers of ice, regrettably. Yes there is a very warm fuzzy hopeless romantic in here. Yeah I hate to admit but I'm a closet hopeless romantic. Please don't tell anyone, I have a reputation to protect.
Goals And Dreams
1. Believes in the importance of Freedom both personal and financial. They are two of my biggest goals in life. Anyone that I would have a significant relationship with would have those goals too.
2. Dreams Big- He must be ambitious and have definite goals. He must have lofty dreams like me. If you can't be able to dream what do you have to live for. He must think there are better things to do in this world than become a couch potato.
3. Dedicated and Ambitious - I think this has been said before too, but again it doesn't hurt to repetitive. I respect someone who has ambition and goals in life and believes they can be successful.
Personal Values/Interests/ETC
1. Good Personal Hygiene - Duh, nobody wants to date someone that smells like the creature that's been stinking up the A train.
2. Understands the importance of culture. Enjoys art museums, plays and musicals, and music. Just imagine how empty this world would be without that stuff. If we want to encourage it's growth, we must support it.
3. Treat my family the way you expect me to treat yours -- Duh if you can't give my family respect I'm not gonna give any to yours. I know they are pains in the ass, in fact I'm the person to say it. But if you feel free to talk about mine, in fact I really don't care if you do, they do a lot to deserve it. But expect to hear me talk about yours when they are wrong, too. Turn around is fair play.
4. Is somewhat of history buff, we must learn from the past otherwise we are doomed to repeat it.
5. Likes To Clean - Someone is gonna have to clean up my messes in the Kitchen. After all, I'm not always so good at it. You know that whole ying and yang thingie.
6. Has a sweet tooth - I have a mouth full of them, he should have a few too. Besides he should appreciate my homemade chocolate chip cookies.
7. Loves to travel --Both here and overseas. I've always wanted to drive cross country. Actually I'd love to just throw a couple of bags in the trunk and hit the open road with no destination in mind. To me that's just ultimate freedom. Overseas obviously the usual Europe (Italy, France, England, Scotland, Holland, yadda, yadda,yadda), Australia, New Zealand (Yes, the Lord of the Rings did inspire me to wanna go there, but who could see the scenery in that movie and not want to go there), the usual Caribbean beaches, hmmm I think I need something more exotic. I'll have to come up with something.
8. Has a spiritual side to him, but not's religous.
9. Believes that there should be places where nature should be left alone and appreciated. Humans weren't put on this planet to destroy and deplete all it's resources. Wow did I just write that, I'm starting to learn a lot about myself.
10. Knows how to fix things or how to call to call someone who can -- Do I really need to explain this? If you can't fix it be man enough to call someone that can.
11. Like me is tired of opposites attract and is looking for a similarities last thing. In other words he's looking for someone that has a lot of these things too.
12. Reads this whole list and still isn't intimated by dating me. I know it's long. When can I say this time around I've decided not to settle. And my ideal man wouldn't want to settle either. Hopefully he has list just as long that I fit. Also realizes when he reads it that it's him. Oh and he also doesn't pick on my terrible spelling and grammar.
Optional Upgrades - Wouldn't it be cool if we could factory order new boyfriends like new cars. You know factory build with optional additional features. Unlike the other section section these are just as I think of them. I'm weird, I know I've been told, but then again what exactly is normal?
1. Beach house complete with tiki bar, huge deck, jacuzzi, and outdoor pool table.
2. Likes to play pool ---Is that a surprise after #1
3. Likes to share sunsets with someone special ---again is that a surprise after #1.
4. A house along a lake wouldn't hurt either like in Maine or Vermont couldn't either.
5. Appreciates the little things like feeding the ducks, shouldn't be a surprise after number 4. Besides they are so cute and fuzzy.
June 26, 2008
What if?
Recently I saw a movie preview where instead of missing her train she caught it. And that one event changed her entire life. I couldn't help but think how realistic it is. Cause let's face it, how often does something like that happen where one little event could perhaps change everything. There are lots of these moments that have happened throughout history. If they didn't alternative history books wouldn't be so popular. Where I going with this? I guess sometimes wonder what if one or two moments happened differently. Would things be different, could they perhaps be better or maybe even worse. I know we aren't supposed live back with regret. And I wouldn't say it's regret, because I can think for the most part things turned out better. But I guess there are one or two moments that perhaps make me do a small gut check. They say in life there's a reason that you make certain decisions or that certain things happens. Let's face it there's something to learn from everything and everyone.
Rambling Thoughts...
I'm sitting here thinking of you...
Are you there thinking of me...
Like me are you sitting there...
Asking could things have different...
Could they have had a better outcome...
Or just accept this is the way things to be...
Could it really just be bad timing...
Perhaps there's more there...
Or maybe what it comes down to...
Is just that we just didn't want to fight for it...
I know you don't want to hear that...
But it is true and the truth hurts...
I know you think you are fighting...
But what you are doing is hiding...
Are you there thinking of me...
Like me are you sitting there...
Asking could things have different...
Could they have had a better outcome...
Or just accept this is the way things to be...
Could it really just be bad timing...
Perhaps there's more there...
Or maybe what it comes down to...
Is just that we just didn't want to fight for it...
I know you don't want to hear that...
But it is true and the truth hurts...
I know you think you are fighting...
But what you are doing is hiding...
May 14, 2008
All It takes
All it takes is...
Only one parting glace...
A smile from across the room...
One pair of eyes that twinkle...
Like the brightest star in the sky...
One word from you...
For my pulse to race...
My knees to be weak...
Just the thought of you...
Makes my heart beat aflutter...
Only one parting glace...
A smile from across the room...
One pair of eyes that twinkle...
Like the brightest star in the sky...
One word from you...
For my pulse to race...
My knees to be weak...
Just the thought of you...
Makes my heart beat aflutter...
May 13, 2008
Crystal Blue Persuasion
Whenever I stare at a crystal blue wave...
The very thought of you crosses my mind...
Memories of the your beautiful blue eyes...
Flood my mind like a crashing ocean wave...
Whenever your eyes gazed upon me it felt...
Like you could read my very soul...
Whenever you looked at me shivers...
Ran up and down my spine...
Memories still linger of that first time...
That I looked deep into your eyes...
I felt your unwavering stare from across the room...
And you that you desired to touch and hold me...
From your unwavering stare I knew...
That you understood that I felt the same way...
But I couldn't act on my desires then...
Since my heart still belonged to another...
And I never got to tell you how I felt...
Now that my heart no longer belongs to them...
I wish had expressed to you my deepest desires...
Cause I no longer see your stares from across the room...
All I have is the memory of your crystal blue eyes...
The very thought of you crosses my mind...
Memories of the your beautiful blue eyes...
Flood my mind like a crashing ocean wave...
Whenever your eyes gazed upon me it felt...
Like you could read my very soul...
Whenever you looked at me shivers...
Ran up and down my spine...
Memories still linger of that first time...
That I looked deep into your eyes...
I felt your unwavering stare from across the room...
And you that you desired to touch and hold me...
From your unwavering stare I knew...
That you understood that I felt the same way...
But I couldn't act on my desires then...
Since my heart still belonged to another...
And I never got to tell you how I felt...
Now that my heart no longer belongs to them...
I wish had expressed to you my deepest desires...
Cause I no longer see your stares from across the room...
All I have is the memory of your crystal blue eyes...
Dear Mr. Grocery Check Out Boy
I just have one question for you. Why must you only put one item in each plastic bag so when I leave I'm stuck carrying 20 seperate bags? Don't get me wrong I appreciate that you want to protect my bananas from getting squashed. But don't you think that is taking it a little bit too far?
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