The Iago Complex...

It's funny there have moments in my life... That I've joked that my life was like a soap opera... There was something about it I found amusing... And it someways it is... Whenever you are in a love triangle at the time it looks funny... Actually there was one point in my life... Where I was involved in one that was shaped more like a trapezoid... At least at the time it seemed that way... The whole time there was someone there manipulating the whole thing... Friendships till this day aren't the same... In fact there are some people that still don't speak because of the situation... It's been almost ten years... And two people don't speak... And there are a few other strained friendships... And my ex doomed any chance of getting back... We were already broken up at the time... All because he couldn't keep his mouth shut... And told me something that was really none of my business... Perhaps better off not knowing... Actually I know I was... I'm sure you are dying to know what it is...

One of my close friends from high school... At the time we were best friends... You know one of those friends that you have you fight one minute... And inseperable the next... Anyway she's bisexual... And I'm straight... As arrow... There's only one way that a dude will ever get me to do a threesome... There I go getting sidetracked again... Anyway apparently she had a crush on me... He decided to tell me after... We almost got back together... After I confronting him about rumors that there was something going on between the two of them... Which turns out where started by him... And were completely false... I felt totally akward afterwards... My friendship with my best friend was strained for years... I didn't want to lead her on... And I didn't want to deal with that bizarre conversation... So for several years... We barely spoke... That was my karma... And I guess my friend's too... And his karma... Was much worse... He had much worse krma... He lost his friendship with her and me... And any chance there was with us getting back together... Not to sound egotistical... But I was the one that got away... He admitted to me recently that he was still in love with me for many years... And never accepted it was over until he found out I was in engaged to another man... What's the moral of the story... Try and control fate... And yours will have horrible repercussions... That you will regret for the rest of your life...