Early Morning Reflections...

This morning before I started my day chained to a desk, I decided to take a quick walk along the water. I needed to have some lingering moments of freedom to hold onto before I started my day. Doesn't everyone need that? After all what do any of us really have to hold onto, to get us through our days. Isn't the thought that one day we won't have to work all day? At the same time most people don't prepare for those days, don't really do anything to make the day where they don't have to have a boss come faster. I know I shouldn't talk, after all I'm guilty of it myself. But on a positive note, at least I've realized that it's something that I've been doing. Hopefully now that wheels are in motion I can do something to change it. If only there was a way for more people to realize that aren't prepared to fire their boss, but could.

Now that I've gotten completely sidetracked in this blog, let me go back to describing my walk. I was walking in the back of the campus, you know in the back by the bay. It's one of my new favorite spots to enjoy. Anyway I was walking back there, and I saw a couple of my friends the swans, taking an early morning nap on the beach. I don't quite understand why they were coming here more when it was a lot colder. After all, I find it a lot more enjoyable this time of year. I'm not sure why, but I find there's something very peaceful and graceful about the swans. Something about their elaborate refined beauty impresses me. Maybe it's because they didn't start off that way, but somehow someway developed their beauty with age. Perhaps it's something I can relate to. After all I feel a lot more beautiful going into my 30th birthday as opposed to my 20th. I know maybe I should learn to embrace it then, because upon reflection I really don't want to go back to 20. It was just such a confusing part of my life. Wow this really was blog that jumped all over the place.